Thursday, September 24, 2009


I’m so sad. I just feel engulfed by emptiness and inhabited by a lonely hallow. My baby isn’t mine. I’ll never hold her. How many times did I touch her face as I stared at her on my computer screen. I’ll never touch her. I’ll never hold her. Oh Please God place her in the arms of a family who will adore her and love her and pray over her; a family that will kiss her since I can’t. Show her Yourself and make her heart adore the God whose greatness is beyond my sorrow. To You be the glory.


  1. I think of you all the time. We are praying so hard for you right now as this has to be so difficult...If I could do anything to help ease your pain I would...Please draw strenght from the Lord...this has to be so difficult...

  2. I am a follower and I haven't formally introduced myself yet. I just wanted to tell you how incredibly sorry I am. My heart breaks for you and I know how hard this time is for you. I lost a baby (bio- 7 mo. gestation)almost two years ago. It's different but yet similar. It's hard, but God will carry you through. He grieves along with you. Just know that I am thinking and praying for you and your family.